Sunday, May 1, 2011

The Special Someone...

Often in life, one comes across a person who leaves a permanent mark on your heart and simply walks away. You get to know how special he/she is when every small thing they say or do, even the smallest of things which are unlikely of them - disturb you.

Whenever you go about a transition of change of place, people, surroundings and/or mindset, it is that someone who helps you go about all of it. When things are falling apart and hope becomes history,this someone not only is the backbone of your support but is also that one variable that gives you the courage to carry on. However, like everything else in life, your relations with this someone cannot be 'just perfect'. Your past experiences and incidents with that person not only get you 'this close' to him/her, but also show you the real picture of what you are. The future becomes detrimental and the ego just doesn't stop increasing. Jealousy becomes a matter of routine, hurting assumptions are like trains on railway stations - they keep coming ang going and desperation is as common as couples making out on the streets of Paris.
All this - jealousy, assumptions and desperation not only spoil your relationship with this 'special' person but also separates you from him/her.

The fault is not yours, nor is it of that person's, it's just how things work in this arena called life, where things are like a vicious circle that never stop, they are like a series of intersecting lives and incidents, cruel to the wants and needs of people. You go through the change, you separate from that person and then you go through another change and meet another one, until you spend the last few moments of your life with a someone in your arms and die with that someone,the person who is the 'special someone', the someone who has left a permanent mark on your heart and walked away.Forever.